Baby Watch- Week 37

So I have changed the title of these updates from "Baby Update" to "Baby Watch." This is for two reasons.... The first, is that since Tyler was born 19 days early, my body may want to do something similar, and that means baby could come any time. The second reason, is that I "feel" ready to go.... but that is completely subjective! No real reasons other than those... and that I am now full term, so he can come now with little to no risks!

So, at my Dr. appointment today, we found that I am still 2 cm, and 50% effaced. Even after our wonderful shopping weekend, no changes to report! With only 6 days to go until these rooms are open for patients....

Yeah, I think I want to wait.....

Although I really do feel like I am "done being pregnant" and everyday, I feel like I am getting bigger and bigger and more uncomfortable... We will know the date God has chosen for us soon enough! It is a strange thing, knowing that you could have your baby any day, so just waiting until that day comes.... With each contraction that passes, and every moment you wonder, is this it? Will today be the day?? Can't wait till it is THAT day!!! Not too much longer now....

Next appointment on Monday with Dr. Tran. Dr. Apgar is out of town next week.... he told me I had to wait to have the baby until he comes back, the day after Thanksgiving.... we will see....

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